[ for a second, faith looks defensive-- like she's ready to spit out a million excuses why her behavior is okay. but she actually wants this job, something to do and under it all, the command structure she functions best with. ]
Not gonna act like you shouldn't have some questions. Doubts, whatever. But I was jailbait when it happened, and I made some bad calls after. Hooked up with a guy who made sure I kept making them. [ she bites her lower lip, hard. ] Not saying I don't get blame because I was a kid or anything, but just so you have the scope. I was pretty out of control.
[ it's fairly clear from the tense set of her shoulders, the way she constantly reaches up to tuck hair behind her ears, that it's hard to talk about any of this in a non-combative and/or flippant way. ]
Been a good long while since I had any problems with control.
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[ for a second, faith looks defensive-- like she's ready to spit out a million excuses why her behavior is okay. but she actually wants this job, something to do and under it all, the command structure she functions best with. ]
Not gonna act like you shouldn't have some questions. Doubts, whatever. But I was jailbait when it happened, and I made some bad calls after. Hooked up with a guy who made sure I kept making them. [ she bites her lower lip, hard. ] Not saying I don't get blame because I was a kid or anything, but just so you have the scope. I was pretty out of control.
[ it's fairly clear from the tense set of her shoulders, the way she constantly reaches up to tuck hair behind her ears, that it's hard to talk about any of this in a non-combative and/or flippant way. ]
Been a good long while since I had any problems with control.